I am actually surprised. That is the first thing that comes to my mind after the initial shock and fright have left my mind. There's still a lingering, clenching, narrowing sensation on and inside my chest that make me believe that what I have dreamed of could also be sweet, sweet reality.
This is what makes a nightmare good. Something that puts legitimate fear into you, and makes you wonder if it was supposed to be a warning, or a sign that something in your life is going to be happening that is remotely close to what happened.
All I know is, from my dream, that there is an issue with this person, and that I am somewhat scared of her.
Then again, there is virtually nothing certain about indicating dreams like this. I could pretty much still have the hots for her.
You can't analyse dreams. Get out.
The adrenaline, and the fright, though, are real.
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Monday, June 10, 2013
Black/White
- Through the darkness of future past
- The magician longs to see.
- One chants out between two worlds
- Fire walk with me.
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Monday, June 3, 2013
What I agree about with original Let's Play rules
Can we please wait about at least two months or so before we start swarming YouTube and other places with your attempts at playing the game?
Oh, but I played the demo of it, and I'm naturally good at games.
Well, listen up. Seeing how we are in an age where spectating is considered just as much part of playing a game as actually playing the game, it is so much easier for someone to sit back, eat some popcorn and watch you play the game, than actually play the game themselves.
Despite having to suffer through your intolerable, stupid voices, jokes and lack of knowing anything beyond 1-2 of the game.
At least try to be proficient at the game and learn something about its characters' background story, etc., and some secrets that you can show.
This should be for people who have also played the game, and can enjoy you showing them things that they might have not known about, and not you struggling to climb up that first puzzle you just ran into, and made a six-part special.
Oh, but I played the demo of it, and I'm naturally good at games.
Well, listen up. Seeing how we are in an age where spectating is considered just as much part of playing a game as actually playing the game, it is so much easier for someone to sit back, eat some popcorn and watch you play the game, than actually play the game themselves.
Despite having to suffer through your intolerable, stupid voices, jokes and lack of knowing anything beyond 1-2 of the game.
At least try to be proficient at the game and learn something about its characters' background story, etc., and some secrets that you can show.
This should be for people who have also played the game, and can enjoy you showing them things that they might have not known about, and not you struggling to climb up that first puzzle you just ran into, and made a six-part special.
Monday, May 27, 2013
Jus' sayin'
Asian girls with curves are delectable.
No discrimination, but living on the West Coast for so long gets you kind of hooked.
No discrimination, but living on the West Coast for so long gets you kind of hooked.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
It's one of those summers so far
I know that I have to do some things.
And I am pushing them in front of me.
At least I wake up knowing that I have to do them.
And I am pushing them in front of me.
At least I wake up knowing that I have to do them.
Monday, May 13, 2013
the more things change the more stay the same
I wish I could enjoy people without figuring out why I like being with them.
It's a completely complex and confusing mechanism that takes place when I am by myself.
I've just moved into a new place on a student residence, and I'm living with business students. Very nice people, eccentric, out-going, and very kind to someone who isn't in their program and hasn't known them for the longest time.
And yet... I'm here, finding mistakes immediately to dislike them when they are not being nice, and when I turn away, I feel that I am enjoying their niceness because it is them being nice to me! Yeah. I'm accentuating their niceties, feeding off their positive energies, and basically wishing I were exploiting them in the end - like that is all that they are good for me.
This is why I have troubles finding friends. I admit to myself that I am living off of others advantageous traits, etc.
Cooking it up. In the end, I think I am overthinking it, and wishing I were that negative. I just can't admit that I need friends like them.
It's a completely complex and confusing mechanism that takes place when I am by myself.
I've just moved into a new place on a student residence, and I'm living with business students. Very nice people, eccentric, out-going, and very kind to someone who isn't in their program and hasn't known them for the longest time.
And yet... I'm here, finding mistakes immediately to dislike them when they are not being nice, and when I turn away, I feel that I am enjoying their niceness because it is them being nice to me! Yeah. I'm accentuating their niceties, feeding off their positive energies, and basically wishing I were exploiting them in the end - like that is all that they are good for me.
This is why I have troubles finding friends. I admit to myself that I am living off of others advantageous traits, etc.
Cooking it up. In the end, I think I am overthinking it, and wishing I were that negative. I just can't admit that I need friends like them.
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